Review: Tampa

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3 stars. English teacher Celeste Price has a singular sexual obsession: 14-year-old boys. This obsession, which she attributes to her first sexual experience, consumes her. She spends time ogling boys in malls, fantasizing about her students and masturbating to videos of boy bands. In a relentless effort to indulge her cravings, she begins an affair with one of her students, unable to foresee the consequences beyond her own sexual satisfaction. Tampa details this affair from Celeste's perspective, ending in an inevitable and stunning conclusion.

First things first: this book is not for the faint of heart. It should be obvious from the synopsis that the subject matter here is incredibly disturbing. I cannot imagine what sort of mindset Alissa Nutting had to put herself in to put pen to paper here - there is a level of detail in the writing, an extremeness to Celeste's fantasies and urges, that feels too specific to be inaccurate. Because of this it takes a moment, after closing the book, to shake it off and recover. I was made deeply uncomfortable, and I have a really high tolerance for this sort of thing.

I suppose one of my biggest questions here is: why? I consider myself to be open-minded and, in fact, very interested in all types of forms of literature. Even writing without an apparent purpose. Sometimes a poem is just a poem for the sake of it, and I don't hate that. But I found myself really wondering about the intentions here. Provocation? Exploring the taboo? Pushing boundaries? Inhabiting a truly disturbed mindset? Depicting the rarely-depicted female-on-male abuse? All of the above? To what end? 

Don't get me wrong - Tampa is fascinating. It's dark and explicit and brave. I would say that Alissa Nutting is an author with a twisted mind and I would mean it as a compliment. Did I particularly enjoy reading this? No ... not really. I struggled with it. I cringed at it. I recoiled from it. It's like Notes on a Scandal's mean, ugly stepsister (side note: I LOVED Notes on a Scandal). But it's utterly unforgettable. Improbabilities aside, it successfully captures and explores something interesting through a very, very distinct, explicit lens. 

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